We are in a holding pattern of sorts as we pray and seek the Lord in this adoption journey. We are about to have our first of three home visits, which means our home study is not far from being complete. We are moving forward with fundraising and watching the Lord provide amazingly. We keep hearing the Lord telling us to prepare and then be patient and just wait. We will have direction...when it is time. Psalm 37:7a says, "Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him."
The definition of patiently is, "bearing or enduring pain, difficulty, provocation, or annoyance with calmness." Or, "capable of calmly awaiting an outcome or result; not hasty or impulsive."
This really spoke to my heart. Am I calmly awaiting an outcome or result? Hmmm...how calm am I really?
What are you waiting for today? That answer from the doctor? A job possibility? A spouse? A friend? An answered prayer? A little child to listen and obey when you ask instead of rebelling against every little instruction you give? No? Just me?
Well, this is what I know. God is in control. He knows exactly what we need. As we wait, He draws us closer to Him. He knows the steps. He knows my next child and where they are in this world. He knows what I need in order to prepare for this little one. He knows what a perfect fit they will be in our family. He knows what they need. In that, I find hope and courage and peace and a sense of calm.
Let me tell you, I am happy that I am not sleeping in an airport today and I realize that there are so many delays in life. This adoption journey is turning out to be one bumpy ride (probably going to be using the provided barf bag).
So glad to know the pilot!
